Never a night where I don’t go to sleep thinking about it.. I feel like I owe my whole life to you, everything that I am, everything that I can be, everything that I can do, I feel like I owe it to you. I was so blind back then, so heartless to treat you the way that I did when you loved me so much. It hurts so much to know I’m the reason why we ended up like this. I know I deserve it though, I’m not going to deny it. I deserve every bit of pain that I feel whenever I think about you. Once, you told me that I was the reason why your life is like this. And I’ll always remember that you said that. I just feel like I can’t leave this world until I’ve made it up to you for all I have done. They say that the person that broke you, is the only person that can fix you. The person that caused the pain, is the only person that can make it go away. But if you have found someone else that is already doing that for you, then I am more than happy. But if not, just know that I will always, have that spot for you in my heart and I’ll still be waiting for the day that I get a chance to make up for my mistakes.

I honestly don’t expect people to understand why I feel this way still after such a long time, because when you truly love someone, time or distance will never change that.

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