That a text from you helps me go to sleep soundly at night. I know I shouldn’t over anaylze just one message. But honestly, if it’s from you, that’s all that matters.
I just heard from a close friend of ours that you haven’t been acting like yourself lately because of what happened. I wish I was able to help you somehow, be there for you, comfort you. I just want you to be happy and smiling all the time like when I first met you. I remember the second time we hung out, you looked upset or something and I came up to you and asked you, “Are you okay?” And you told me “I’m fine!! I’m always smiling and happy.” I miss that kid.. Haha. I’ll always remember the time we first watched a movie together an I kept moving around a lot and you said you liked it and it was okay. Man, good thing I still have my old blogspot and the blog where I noted everything we did together since we met in February 2009. Makes me happy to know I can go back and read it and know it was real at one point in my life. Thanks for everything, although you may not ever see this.
Today was a good day. I hung out with my bestfriend, James, Amy, and Mindy. I studied my little buns off and had a lot of fun laughing with everyone. Then wifey calls me on the phone and we start cracking jokes and talking about our lives. Man I love her. Then I get a call from brotha DannyLe telling me to give him scary movies to watch so I did. We stood outside and talked for about an hour in the cold and shit. The things I do for him !! Ah, got a lot of love for him though. Always will. I love how when we catch up, we always have so much to say the convos can last for days.
Anyway. Goodnight world. Please let me survive school tomorrow… _
